End of world is coming up... where should we travel... maybe asia? We keep referencing books for more clarity but to no avail  

Practicing trapeze w/ swinging PLUS the rigid pilates Push thru bar… many moments of suspension at peak vertical height… eventually security is asking me to leave the area because i didnt reserve it ahead. Deb & Ken walk by w/ stroller that i believe is full of dogs. Ken is carrying one… upon closer look it turns out they are premie babies and Deb & Ken are volunteering as cuddlers - but have extra privledges of taking aprox 5babies walking in stroller and wrapped up

I’ve been to this gold and stair heavy hotel before in sleep - now I’m here in a long black wool coat and tossing on a long bathrobe over that - I’m wading down the stairs into some shallow water walking in the pool/lobby adjacent area and another blonde guest i remember is exiting the pool in a strapless white and gold swimsuit. We acknowledge each other but she seems also to ask where in my room key - which I don’t have because I’m not a registered guest on this day. I make my way around some pillars to wading back OUT of the pool and through a side hallway (passing by a room I have stayed in before) - and do a quick sneaky switcheroo of the bathrobe for my long wool coat before passing a few employees etc and starting down the rain ridden but still elegant outdoor garden stairs to the street (stairs much like terraced gardens of friends lodge in PV). The rain is significant but I also see why security is high - the elegant chairs along the garden chairs are full of ticketed guests for some event about to begin. Upon exiting the final gate to street a staff grabs and clutches on to me and assumes I’m some other fugitive - JOHN he says… and in shock I say no. i’m a female. So i’m allowed to continue on.

Trying on local artists clothing - a friend wants to wait for me to catch a 12:05 bus onwards but I’m still not ready. -he hastily goes ahead, and I try catching the 1:05… along the way finding half eaten gelato atop a mailbox - and befriending a girl from Denmark. Back at the top deck of bus make way to Nordstrom lobby-like space for the fashion and food extravagance. Many Japanese courses - many outfit changes - and a bizarre exit down a vertical passage lined with bamboo banquet chairs - difficult for climbing down in Burburry heels. After making the climb down and back through the celebratory lobby gauntlet I am still awaiting luggage… one bus departs… finally my suitcase is found but seems nearly empty (during the evening of changes clothing was put aside in plastic bags but it seems they were not reuninted w/ suitcase as promised.). I have to depart anyhow and hope outfits can be reclaimed and shipped later.

Some disaster has me dashing into and out of a shower area (almost like one adjacent to a club pool); I’m gathering clothes/items that might be salvagable. It seems parts of the house I’m at have radioactive and fire/sparking hazards that have intensified overnight. I’m out in a garden (a little like Geyer’s backyard and sparks are shooting out of the roof. I find myself in a dark rectangle pool where there seems to be much flotsam and jetsam - I’m clearing out the water undercertain of what’s coming up but knowing that a clean pool will be better for it - I find a concert with about 4 bands will come to play in the event; and try to set the pool for a better experience. At least one VIP comes over into the pool via kayak (from an adjacent waterway).

**Camp? but at a hotel/house i dive into rivers and am staying 2-3 guys along with mom.

*2-25 it’s apparenly my bday but too hot to dress up for tea, i wind up at a dance class/party/club and retry a dress for the dinner - inviitng mom & shefali… this dance morphs into adventure in a river where B is holding onto a floating/sinking inflatable boat in miami-eqsue architecture w/ indoor/outdoor waterways

*I’m w/ ken then a clown from bakery; uni-journal eyeglasses; choco/red dye bath; eyebrows smeared w/ choco; choco in pool; small grp 8 ppl

*amusement park w/ ice rink ; group cooking closed @ 6:30; nuts scattered; biking w/ tonnes of bags ; special parachute release extra weights … hand-held only; semi-reunion w/ niko behind the bar ; and reachers; teacher gives me $35 for getting home & fingers me; and is surprised I dont protest. I acquire power for later

*i forgot my own bday. B found me in a minisquare/park and i keep attending to things in back and next to fridge in a dark small shop. strangely drawn into what seems to b female 3some

*wermuth is directing show - stopped mid test - underwater mt & eating w/ fam 20ft free dive to get in/out

climbing down balconies & stairs to ezpolre hotel and restaurant - fashions NY solo explore - concert action fowl over and above string instruments ; green sequin pants; purple paillete shorts; plack pants w/ sheer silk panels ; crossover green top bandeau; purple jacket parkly tretch like 80s barbie … Wave pool, but i didnt go in. I climbed back along outdoor stairs and fire ladders to the michelin star restaurant. They announce “if Kimber is here the mgr would love to meet w/ you.” - it’s supposed to be a HE but then is a larger black SHE mgr. Wavepool technoloy is having an issue so there is an early switch of the group to a different session .

velvet tops and bottoms partially sewn hanging from a tree (awaiting client choice and customization to size); I’m coming down from the hills at night (on bike) and pass by a school w/ pink loudspeakers sharing the story of abused kid (acknowledging abuse) “but you’re ok” … messaging strength - and that this will be different … K awoke 4:30a for a couple hr NO looking at phone … in morning B expressed intense emotion (bracelet sale/Mr F) around that time